“I hope you don’t mind,” she says. “I went ahead and added this floral embellishment.” Ellen runs her fingers, nails painted pale pink, over the silicone-studded band that will keep my custom compression garment snug around my right thigh. Ellen is my new garment fitter. She parts her hair and color-coordinates her outfits the way professional, confident women do. Her shoes match her belt. Her belt matches the silk scarf loosely knotted around her neck. She looks at me. I look at her. “Try it on,” she says, flashing her beautiful veneers. She closes the door behind her. I bend over to take off my beat up Adidas, staring past my misshapen socks hiding my misshapen feet. I’ve been wearing a compression garment since I could crawl. I was born with a rare vascular disorder. It’s genetic, a random mutation. 1 in 100,000. That statistic has never made me feel special. I take off my socks, careful to avoid touching my feet. Whenever I have to, I touch them the same way I hold a dead mouse when I carry it from the trap to the garbage. I hate my compression garment. I hate the sound of the word garment. […]
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